I haven't written in awhile and I'm not really sure I have anything worthwhile to say, but I want to keep this connection open. I have not been doing well. I was sick for awhile and then the business of the conference hit and every goal I set for myself basically failed. Even now I'm wanting to just go eat until I fall asleep. I know it seems there is a major problem here, but I am not giving up. I know that God can do what I cannot do for myself. I know that freedom is coming. I know that it also will mean getting uncomfortable. Freedom isn't free. It costs our military something and it will cost me something, but I know it's coming. I know that God will give me the strength to turn and look at the places in my past that keep me running for cover. It's time to return to the foxholes and expose the enemy that has laid there waiting to destroy me all these years. The tides are turning - we win.